prologue

until i'm over you

Content Warning:
This story contains themes of grief, emotional trauma, suicide ideation, and violence. Reader discretion is advised.

​My Love,

By the time you are reading this I might already be in a faraway place. I know this is going to be difficult for you to accept but I have decided to do this because you are more important to me than anything else. I am being unfair not to even see you, listen to you, or even touch you before leaving… but I did this for you. I want you to know how much I love you. That I would sacrifice everything for your own good. 

My love, the ship has already sailed, the plane has taken off, and the car has left. If I could turn back the time now, all I wish is to be prepared for this. I could have fought it with you and I could have spent the rest of the time with you. You are the very best thing that ever happened to me. If there’s one thing I don’t regret in my life, it was meeting you by chance.

I know you thought we could be forever but just as you always said, sometimes everything doesn’t go according to plan but that you just have to move on, take another road, but still aim for the same goal. I am sorry for changing my destination and not even consulting you if what I’ve done is right. But know that all I want is the best for you. I wish that you will be successful, and please continue with your journey... that’s all I want for you.

Remember me, my love. I will always be in your heart. 
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